n.G daylife

BRING ME AWAY FROM TEST~~~~~

i wana watch new season of GOSSIP GIRL xoxo…. is out~~

and season3 GHOST WHISPERER~~~~

*angie is cold and addicted to hot chocolate….miss starbucks badly…..*sob*

When i was doing my money cap assignment in the library last week and was chit chating with two of my frens.

Me:" I really don’t know what the hell is the money cap about and i’m so worry about my assignment!!"

Fren A:" Same here…but then read the text book lo…i read through the text book..i think is quite ok…."

Me:" But the textbook got alot of "difficult words"…sometimes i jz don’t know what they trying to say…."

Fren A:" Yea…true oso…..alot of term so is hard for us to understand."

Fren B:" isnt it that hard?! my company law oso….."

Fren A:" Ei…let me remind you k? Money cap is a prerequisite subject for alot of your elective units nex sem…so means IF you fail this unit….you got less elective units let you to chose! So…die die oso must pass!"

Me:" Yea hor!!! OMG…if i fail that means i almost got no more units left for me to chose d…..then….OMG….*touch wood*…i better start read the text book NOW!"

Then i hand in my money cap assignment. Then nex week Financial Management(FM). Seriously, i know NOTHING about it. For me this unit is so hard!!!i went to my FM tutorial yesterday and i don’t think my tutor is helping me up by saying:

" I get to know that this unit the failure rate is about 60-65%…so i think i might get to see you guys nex sem…arent we?! "

OMG again!!! 60-65%?! Are you kidding?! I am not a smart person so again i think i’ll be one of those 60-65% who fail. *TOUCH WOOD*. AND FM is a prerequisite subject which mean fail FM, less elective units i can chose for nex sem!!!!! Which also means that if screw up both money cap and FM, i’ll pack my bags back to Malaysia jual ikan kering!!! @.@

As a conclusion, how am i going to finish my degree IF i can’t get through both of these units?! I seem like struggling with my Uni’s life. I thought i heard ppl said that Uni’s like very enjoy one and bla bla……..BUT why mine one never seem to be like that?! huh?! maybe my brain is not as smart as others. aaaarrgghhh….slap me to make me feel like studying…………..

is time to update my life over here. first…I MISS MALAYSIA FOOD~~~ i miss the food my dad used to bring me for dinner. i feel like eating everythings now! then i told my parents :

me:"ma,the only food that nice over here are the cakes,biscuit and chocolate."

mother:"hah…eat la eat la…fat like a pig then you know"

me:"but then i miss budu so much…and also those dishes in restaurant…"

father:"eat la eat la…fat like a pig then you don’t come n complain!"

>.<"

me:"jz now i ate ice-cream…the ice-cream oso very nice!!"

both of them:"eat la eat la….your face round like a pig d…"

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me:"then what are you(dad) eating now?!"

father:"CHOCOLATE~"

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this was the situation when i web-caming with my parents. my best friend called FAT is coming back to me now. i don’t like to make friend with them…..SAVE ME….

ok…studies?! lecture and tutorial. lecture= he/she lecture his/her slides. we sleep,day-dreaming,trying to understand,reading magazine,sms-ing,handphone game,psp???? and chatting. and of course me…eehemmm…im the one that trying hard to understand what is the lecturer talking about.*hiak hiak*.tutorial=give answer and explain abit on the tutorial ques and bye bye. when it come to the end of the week, i was like…ermmm…what did i actually learn from the lecture and tutorial this week?! ZERO…..have to work harder…. :S

SOMEONE is busy lately,leaving me alone with LOTS of time. i kinda have some off days plus the mid-term break.so,am available to attend any date~~~haha…chill…i mean shopping date…I WANA SHOP FOR WINTER CLOTHER!!! im going to broke soon………….

This post is going to be a dedication post. Im going to dedicate this post to "someone" who I always mention "someone" in my previous post.

ok…the "someone" is my dear dear. Im going to dedicate this post to my dear dear and want to say thank you to my dear dear for supporting me when im having exam. He always there for me whenever i need him. He cheer me up when i was about to give up my law and borrow me his confidence without taking it back. And i had promise him to make him a post if I get a good result. So… dear…here am i writting a post dedicate it to you. (isn’t it sound very formal? like im receiving an award or wat…haha)

Dear dear…you treat me the best. Eventhough you can’t be by my side but you’re trying to give me everythings that i want and be the best dear dear for me. I appreciate what you’ve did for me and i love you. I promise to be a good girl and won’t make you headache again k? And no matter how far we apart, I will always miss you and be there for you whenever you need me.

Dear…this post is dedicate to you. I heart you,honey.

I went all the way long to KL jz to celebrate my dad birthday and of course i miss them. I bought a pair of shoes for my dad which he chose it himself. He asked me not to "influnce" him choosing the "right" shoes because he knew that i’m going to buy it so he purposely want to find a cheaper shoes. But then…in the end,i get him a quite expensive shoes with MY OWN MONEY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! Hope you’ll like the shoes and of course stay young or in the other words stay younger than ANDY LAU k?? Haha…(daddy and daugther’s inside joke)

My dad is actually making me feel like staying back in malaysia but everythings seem to be confirmed now. out of the sudden, i don’t feel like going so far and wanted to stay near him. i don’t mind staying back in malaysia and finish my degree but on the other hand i want to experience something new. nevermind…only 2years. oh ya…i’m going to take photo on me myself before i go and after i come back. i wana see how much weight i’m going to gain!!!! *touch wood*…haha…

saw a pretty dress at Topshop and others clothes and heels and accesories stuff ALL from my fav outlets. BUT no more spending money. daddy said have to save money and plus i’m broke now. my beg and purse oso broke d ma……nvm….soon will buy myself birthday present k?! doink….my birthday is still far weiii….wahaha…nvm….reward myself lo…why i need to reward myself???? why????? I KNOW!!! because i’m leaving sg soon, so i need souvenir for me to bring back malaysia to remind me the time i’ve spent in sg!!! yea….right man…what a GOOD reason…. SMART!!! haha….

The feeling of going back home grow stronger after meeting my family in KL. Hurray~19days left…then i can leave HERE and go back HOME!!! Sleep on my BED, eat ALL the FOOD, yam cha with FRIENDS, spend more time with FAMILY and WORK OUT. Lotsss of food with work out???? doesnt sound right!!! haha…anyway,i REALLY need to work out. I mean i really can FEEL my FATSSS and THEY are flappy!! But still……i want to eat LOTSS of FOODSSSS. 1st thing i’m gonna eat for my dinner when i arrive home….of course is BUDU!!! haha…I’ve ask my mom to prepare for me,i want to eat it ONCE I REACH HOME!! haha…then…with my GIRLS,we going to eat nasi kukus,nasi dagang,kao jam,roti bakar,suria satay,bak kut teh,chicken chop and my mom’s nasi lemak!!! wahaha….THEY make me feel happy and excited!!! after eating ALL THOSE, i will then realise that my work out is ZERO. whatever……..i’m not going to eat those food the whole year, *I’M NOT GOING TO CARE ABOUT THE CALORIES and NOT GOING TO COMPLAIN AFTER EATING.(*it’s just a mere puff statement…hehe…)

STAY CALM AND CONCENTRATE ON BUSINESS LAW FOR 19  MORE DAYS!!!

one more hour to 2008.

i wish . . . . . .

- song currently stuck in my mind: No air by Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown.

Tell me how im supposed to breathe with no air (air)
Oooh….

Jordin Sparks
If I should die
before I wake
It’s cause you took my breath away
losing you is like living in a world
with no air
Ohhh…

Chris Brown
I’m here, alone
didn’t want to leave
My heart won’t move
it’s incomplete
wish there was a way
that I can get you to understand

But How
Do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe

Chorus
Tell Me How I’m supposed to breathe with no air
Can’t live can’t breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain’t there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
if you ain’t here i just can’t breathe
It’s No Air No Air

No air air ohhhh
No air air noooo
No air air ohhhh
No air air

Chris Brown
I Walked
I Ran
I Jumped
I Flew
Right off the ground
To float to you
Theres no gravity
To hold me down
Foreal

Jordin Sparks
But Somehow
I’m still alive inside
You took my breath
But i survived
I don’t know how
But i don’t even care

So How .. How

Do you expect me .. Me
To live alone with just me .. Ohh
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe

Chorus
Tell Me How I’m supposed to breathe with no air ohhhh
Can’t live can’t breathe with no air ohhh
thats how i feel whenever you ain’t there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep .. So deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me .. Without Me Yeah
if you ain’t here i just can’t breathe
Its No Air No Air

No air air ohhhh
No air air ohhhh
No air air ohhhh
No air air No More

uhh uhh uhh
No Air ohhh
uhh uhh uhh Baby
No Air ohhh
uhh uhh uhh
No Air

Its No Air No Air
Heyyy..
Oooooo..
No Aiiiiiir
Oooooo..

Ooooohhhhhhh

Chorus
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air ohhhh
Can’t live can’t breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain’t there
Its No Air No Air
Got me out here and the water so deep .. So deep
Tell me how you gon be without me … Without Me Yea
if you ain’t here i just can’t breathe
Its No Air No Air

Do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you
its so hard for me to breathe

Chorus
Tell Me How im supposed to breathe with no air ohhhh
Can’t live can’t breathe with no air
thats how i feel whenever you ain’t there
Its No Air No Air

Jordin Sparks
Got me out here and the water so deep

Chris Brown
Tell me how you gon be without me

Jordin Sparks
if you ain’t here i just can’t breathe

Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown
Its No Air No Air

No air air ohh
No air air ohh
No air air No air

Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown
No Air…

- 2nd song stuck in my mind: Tattoo by Jordin Sparks

Oh, oh, oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I’ll get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I’m wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing’s broken
No need to worry ’bout everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back, got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you, I’ll always have you)

I’m sick of playing all of these games
It’s not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn’t deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I’m wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

(Just like a tattoo, I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you)

If I live every moment
Won’t change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

^This two songs are going to accompany me count down for my new year.^

p.s for Tattoo: Quota from MIAMI INK- tattoo stay forever, love can fade the next minute. Tattoo stay longer than Love.

Well, is true….but it doesn’t mean that i’m not believe in love or what… jz agree with it. that’s all =) ….plus, can’t and won’t get any tattoo in my life so what i can i do is stay tune on MIAMI INK. i prefer MIAMI INK than LA INK. don’t ask me why.

anyways…..HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008 everyone!!

One more day to 2008. I’ve been through alot of things during 2007 but there’s still some things that i will left behind with regret.

1. Fat on my body (i believe they will never want to leave my body!)

2. Miss out Linkin Park Live concert in Singapore!!!! (OMG~i saw their live concert clips…i was like…wtf…i should have went to their concert!)

3. Fail my business law (have to retake it NOW.still blaming myself.)

4. Less time with family and friends back in hometown. (IF only i’ve pass my business law,i would have much more time with them.)

5. Spent lotss money on unnecessaries things. (i mean im staying in sg this year,how can i resist the temptation of shopping?? im a WOMEN~hiak hiak….)

6. Non-stop argument with someone. (even until NOW…)

But hopefully everythings will get better on 2008. And like the usual me, hope to get everythings new to welcome the new year.

1. Laptop. (VAIO~~wait for me….i’m getting you soon!)

2. Handbag. (MIU MIU…long way to go)

3. Clothes and Shoes. (having them ALL now!!)

4. Handphone. (Someone said will get it for me.sorry…i didt mean to hurt you with my words.i really appreciate everythings that you’ve done.)

5. New Hairstyle. (plan to have a new hairtyle after my paper which is end of the month.)

6. Contact lens. (want to try the soft lens.i’ve been using the hard lens for 2years…want to try something new.)

7. Purse. (my mom promise to get me a GOOD purse.as in very GOOD that kind but until now…im still using my old purse…im now putting my eyes on F***I…mom, don’t be stingy k?!)

Basically, those are things that i wish to have or getting it soon. well,i think i will jz stop here. is kinda moody to blog now. anyway, i’ve been a very good girl this year…pls grant my wishes…. =/

yesterday was 8.12.07. i am above 18 and i am in Singapore but i missed something BIG.

YES! I MISSED ZOUKOUT 2007!

Undenieable that i always wanted to go Zoukout since i was in form5 when i first found out this festival. But i never have the chances to go. However,this year i have a very GOOD chance to "participate" the Zoukout 2007 since i’m in sg. but…i missed it…

The very 1st and main reason i didt go is, i don’t want to break my promise and get into troubles AGAIN. i’ve ady kicked the "party life" habit~~ no jokes…

2nd, am too old to get involve with those parties and alcohol drinks~~~ hohoho… heart disease man….

3rd, i don’t have the "models body" to fit in a bikini or a swimming suit. sad…huh…

So….with all those 3reasons,i have disqualify to "participate" the Zoukout. i mean i’ve disqualify for the rest of Zoukout.

look at this….

Zoukout 2007 - part of the party. Imagine…how HUGE it was.  i was told that there were like 10 DJs with different styles and 2 live band were perfomed on stage from 8pm to 8am the next morning! Gorgeous~

Anyway~ I AM A GOOD GIRL. *emphasize* =)

i want money.officially broke.want to work and get pay.i feel sad whenever i did window shopping.you guys must be wondering do i really did window shopping?! YES, I DO!! i just don’t feel like spending my parents money and try to save LOTSS money. for what?! spend?! :S i guess is still the same = spending parents money. that’s why i want to work and get pay.spend own money and no financial control must be fun.

try to survive with $40 within 2week. so means $20 per week.possible or impossible?! i still want to try. 1st,must kick my starbucks habit.i’m so gonna miss it!!! (miss ruth…mana halzenut hot chocolate saya?! ter-expired d isnt?! i will never forget~~haha) 2nd,cook myself. I CAN COOK k… 3rd,stop entering HMV and bookstore! but…one more thg is a must for me to spend… TRANSPOT FEES!!! i guess i need to top up SOON~ damn…i think i’ve been toping up almost every week.itch…how?! stay at sch?! haha…just kidding…

And about the uni thingy…am abit worry…not abit actually quite… they gave me the wrong campus.is nearer to city and my DAD obviously prefer i staying there but…*sob*… i don’t want. sent them 2 email different department yestd but i’ve told that their reply is f****** slow~at 1st i plan to call them up but when i check the time, the office over there is close. pray hard that they can change for me. i’ll do anythg to change campus…hopefully there’s still place available.

the wether here is like 24 hours raining! i guess in malaysia too. so, everyone take care ya. miss everyone in malaysia exspecially those who have finish STPM…so happy,they’re having holiday now. me too want to join them!!

i need a job with high pay and DO NOTHING. =p the best is converted into sg dollar $$$. haha…. do i sound like a "money face" person…. i don’t want to know!haha…is hard being a good girl by less spending parents money and save more.sigh…

A boy who love her.

He gave her 12 roses, 11 real and 1 fake, and said “I’ll love you until the last rose dies.”

This mean the boy will love her till forever as the fake rose will never dies.

A boy I need . . .

I want a boy who I can run to with tears running down my face and the first thing he says is:”Whose ass am I kicking babe?”